Post by ♪ Dark Nite Sunset ♪ on Aug 13, 2015 0:19:58 GMT
Or moreso... where he chooses to write most of his journal/diary entries. He rather likes his cherries!
REDEMPTION
~ O I hate lakes O ~
I've arrived in what I've been told is Yugure by a somewhat cynical pegasus and a very strange... 'heeja' girl. I've only seen one of them since and even then my entry into this place was being dropped into a lake.
A lake.
... Yeah. How nice. My favorite place ever, I prefer volcanos or.. lava. I think I could take a bath in that stuff, if I was brave enough to try. But I don't have that much faith in my dragon bloodline.
~ O Do Cherry-Dracanines Dream of togetherness or sheep? O ~
So after a few sessions of talking to Evonai... I've declared that aside from Azaria she's one of the few people who consistently notices me amongst everything else. Others still act like I'm not here, and at this point I really hope I never have to talk to them, as I don't know if I'd be able to control my super snappy wolf maw, or my fire. But Evonai... after what happened with those beautiful wings of hers... I.. ... I think I might be feeling a bit more than simply a friendliness.
Is it possible for this to work despite her being a building's length bigger than me..? Because I think I'm in love!
~ O iT hapPENED AGAin O ~
I leT gmy guARD down since my ParENTs did ThAT to me and it.. it backFired again
evonAI was neEVER good iN the FIrsT place she was Just as baD as EvERYonE else --- i have No oNE NO ONE AT ALL
i let someone in once, once, in many years anD it bit into me as deep as it did all those years AGO, why diDNT I TRUST MYSELF?
wHY ?!
iM A MONSTER,
a MONSTER
A MONSTER
A MONSTER
A MONSTER (...)
("A MONSTER" goes on for at least ten or so more lines on the entry, nothing else is at the end, it becomes more illegible as it goes on)
~ O Remain Stable O ~
I need to.. calm down. ... ive let it effect me too deeply... Evonai's clearly been.. manipulating me.. I'm strong. My parents didn't get to me this badly, and I can't let Evonai and Ordealis do the same... .. maybe if I found someone to talk to.. ... no no nono what if they stab me in the back too? I.. i thought Evonai was nice and she.. ... she...
Who else can I trust...? i don't know anymore, and i haven't seen others who actually paid me attention in so long now that i just grew so attached to Evonai... it's... it hurts.. so badly.. ... but ive felt worse... i have.. and I can get.. Through THIS.. I have to push, I have to try... otherwise I don't even think I can call myself an everyday hero like I've behaved in these past few years...
I must endure. I must be strong.
I won't let it bring me down. The League of Mist must be defeated.
At any cost. ... Especially for this.
~ O Lots of bickering. O ~
Evonai appeared today, to try to manipulate me. I told her off on it, and told her to leave me alone... she started to try to provoke me into attacking her, and when I didn't she essentially attacked me on her own. Just before the fight, I had learned I couldn't use my fire abilities at all, leaving me near defenseless.
Thankfully before it got too serious, a kind weather dragon named Monsoon showed up to assist, and it was stopped soon after when another mist member had joined in, and Ordealis himself showed up to pull his two lackeys away. Hmph, good riddance to bad rubbish. Monsoon was rather nice, and I also met someone who I think I might call Grape. It suits her rather well, as does the term 'Cherry' fit me rather well.
~ O A Semi-Execution O ~
Ordealis showed up in the middle of the second realm today to strip some blue fox.. I think? Cat maybe? I wasn't sure, of their power. Evonai was there, my new acquaintence Miin the dragon was there, Heretic was there as well, along with another I didn't even knew but had tried to help regardless from getting too close to Ord.
He seemed to ignore me specifically. Maybe that's a good thing, as I'm not looking to attract that kind of aggressive attention, or maybe it's for other reasons. Whatever it is, it can't be good at all. and that whole thing was just bad. Think I'll need to eat plenty of cherries to feel better.
~ O The dawn of an Eclipse. O ~
I do believe I've met the one everyone seems to know called Eclipse. ... She was... strikingly familiar, very much so. She seemed to have a similar experience when she saw me. Oh, and I sprouted wings. Painfully. With a lot of blood, specifically right next to Monsoon and Eclipse while they were having a moment. I swear I'm just horrible.
Although I am kinda like a cherry with wings, now. That's very unique!
~ O Finally, someone I can truly call 'Family'... O ~
I met Eclipse again today, and learned what I am. I am a Dracolupis... and that's not all. I come from a land I've only known for ages now as Kwasi, and according to Eclipse, I come from that place. Memories awakened within me as she told me this, and since we were in the Third Realm, I acquired frost powers... Eclipse told me that this was exactly what happened to her, and soon after, we both had a relevation.
Eclipse is my cousin... blood that I can call family that doesn't think of me as scum... I genuinely cried, and we hugged. That was one of the most wonderful moments in my life. It felt so good, it felt so welcoming, moreso than I had ever felt in most of my life.
Eclipse showed me her home, a rather nice and solitary cave.. it was big too. She extended me an indefinite invitation to go there whenever I want. It's such a generous offer, and I appreciate it to no end. She is by far the deepest connection I've made here, and perhaps my showing up here was not so accidental... perhaps this is fate?
I rested in her cave for a bit, and she rested next to me. It felt so surreal... and I'm still processing it even as I write this. It's such an awesome thing, to know I actually do have kin that cares about me...
~ O Too Fast, Too Fluffy, Too Cute, Too Strong! O ~
A few hours after I rested in Eclipse's den, I bid my sleeping kin farewell silently and left, as I had told her before she fell asleep. Just outside, a little ways, I ran into the lovely Lyyia and we shared a conversation, it was long and lengthy, and rather pleasant.
We had already known eachother for a tad bit, but I don't care if it's too fast. I'd moreso say it's Too Cute!
I myself became a bit of a flirt, and... one thing lead to another, and me and Lyyia were licking at eachother's faces while I had a wing wrapped around her. ... Yeah. Not that it was bad, it was great... It was absolutely wonderful. From one great experience to the next. This isn't fake, like Evonai... I know what that feels like now, I can tell.. it's totally real. I rather like Lyyia, and it seems that she rather likes me back.
I wonder what this could spell for the future~?
~ O The Past Has Come Full Circle O ~
Today was a milestone in my life of how much the past can throw at me all at once. While I was sleeping away, having good dreams for a change, next to Eclipse in our den (I guess it is. She does allow me to sleep there, such a nice cousin!) We were both awoken by Miin. My shi-dragon acquaintance. She told us that someone named 'Reap' was heading for us in search of me.
Reap... my old friend...
Reap was looking for me for some reason. He is my childhood friend, whom I burned. Which caused my parents to disown me. I eluded him, and I think he gave up looking for me, for now. I then returned to Eclipse's den with my mate, Lyyia, (The sweetest snowdrop ever~!) where Eclipse and Miin were. We talked for a while, and then I went back to sleep after a few things that I can't remember.
At the moment, I feel like all I've ever done has been repaid to me in full, even though helping people was it's own reward, this is like a hardcore redemption.
Life is good.
~ O The Cherry Grove Gets An Upgrade O ~
I met an interesting creature today named Alyana. They could shift forms at will and seemed to be made of sand, or at least so they said. I didn't get the best of vibes from them, but they weren't attacking me, so I remained calm and friendly. They gave me a Cherry Tree in a pot that they didn't want as the cherries went to waste.
I'm so happy about this. Now I have an actual cherry tree for my cherry grove that I can plant and lay under for shade and lounge when I write these entries! I'm looking at it now with the biggest smile... It's kinda cute! Lyyia'd probably like it, it's so adorably small. Not that I can show it to anyone, no one seems to have found my cherry grove, so it's never populated by anyone. I like it that way.
Gives me a place to think no matter what time of day, as no one knows where it is. It ALSO means I can leave my journal here, heh.
~ O The Wrong Kind of Eclipse O ~
It's as if all the light in my life is suddenly being hidden by an eclipse. Unrelated to Eclipse, all sorts of bad things happened today...
I got this sixth sense that Azaria, one of my best friends, was in trouble... so I rushed to where I had felt it building up and clustering... The Spires. I dashed and glided my way there as fast I could. It was grueling and tolling on my body, but whenever I've gotten that sense... It's never ended well. I trust it with my life, as it is NEVER wrong...
When I got there.. Azaria was.. ... she was.. ... on the ground... .. dead.
She was visibly dead.
A Dragon was circling above, roaring like you do when you've made your kill. ... Lyyia was there, petrified. ... I reacted with rage. I felt all of the injustice I had ever experienced rush inside of me and fill me with this undeniable, ruthless, and near insatiable rage of pure fury. I clenched my teeth, and roared for the first time in my life.
I leaped up the nearby mountain, and with all the fury and adrenaline in my body, out thrusted from my mouth the most powerful attack I've ever made; a super-charged power beam of pure ice.
It struck the dragon with such force you'd think I was a full grown adult. Right in the heart.
They were dead on impact. Their ashes were absorbed into my medallion.. I feel different since then. Like something's changed. Something for the better, and for the worse. The stress, the energies... the emotions.. they've all become a blur.
Azaria came back, she was supposedly in this 'true form' of hers... She is alive, and I am still wrapping my head around that, and so much more. I killed something. I killed a living thing today. In one single shot. They were a hulking dragon, and I'm an adolescent dracolupis.
That's not even all... Lyyia had this... episode, and let's just say it didn't go so well.
All of this seems to have... worked in conjunction to reawaken... him. It's strengthened him.. and he's returned to haunt my mind and to try to destroy me as much as he can... I thought that I'd never be like this again, not since K83... but it's returned... and this time... I don't think I'll be able to get rid of him so easily.
What am I to do?
AUGUST 23th, 2015
~ O Bloodshed O ~
I woke up... covered in blood and with the scent of a blue fox on me... the same blue fox I had seen Ordealis sap the power out of... I'm... not even sure what I did.. I panicked and fled to the lake where I washed the blood out of my fur with difficulty...
What did I do..? Could it have been him?
I don't even know. I really don't know. It might've been, I know I wouldn't just do something like this and not remember it... That blood was fresh.
As far as I can tell, someone died today. A blue fox... oh dear god.
I have his shield. It has blood on it. His blood.
Gah...
AUGUST 24th, 2015
~ O Stubborn as a Bull Elk O ~
I climbed my way up to Eclipse's den today to talk to her about what had happened in the Second Realm. She deserves to know, she's my cousin and I shouldn't leave her in the dark about anything. She did exactly what I would've done in her place, and I told her everything. She hugged me and reassured me that she'd help me...
I still have the shield. I don't know what I might do with it but I feel compelled to bury it, which I will soon enough. But first I just... need some rest... More rest, anyway. Eclipse was kind enough to use her helmet to make me a very versatile shield... In return, I gave her my treasured fourteen year old checkered bracelet. I felt good... and she appeared to as well. She offered to teach me how to fly, and we agreed on going to The Spires.
Jokes were had, laughs were had... We glided down (me with some difficulty and a mighty tumbling) to the floor of the spires. Eclipse had me progressively flap my way back up to the top. I messed up, I fell, I slipped, but nothing, not one second of it compared to what happened when I nearly hit the top. Azaria had just shown up to say hi when it happened.
The winds blew me back at high speeds against one of the spires themselves. I managed to slow my momentum with fire and my mighty young wings, I kicked off of it, but one of my wings buckled and I started to fall, plummeting to the ground. Azaria had tried to help, but I don't think it worked. Regardless of this, I moved into a dive and used my inner flames to create an inferno around me. It exploded at it's peak when I nearly hit the ground, and I used ice to stop it from starting a fire as it rocketed me up, my wings alight in pure green flames, high into the skies of the Spires.
I flapped my way onto a nearby mountain, it happening to be Azaria's den location, where I then collapsed. Eclipse soon joined me, noting that I was 'as stubborn as a bull elk' .
Sounds about right... I was so tired and exhausted, that I passed out a few seconds after she did. Even as I write this now, I feel exhausted and my wings feel like they've flown for days on end without stopping. I feel proud of myself but... gah...
Pride has never felt more painful.
The Conflict Within
AUGUST 26th, 2015
~ O Cultro O ~
DARK TRACKS
So I came across three individuals today. A small cat named Gale, Cultro, and Crypt/Cryptic. Cultro seemed to be recruiting others. ... He took a notable interest in me and my abilities, and offered me a chance to join his ranks.
After a bit of thought, I accepted. He seemed far more than simply happy to accept me. I was led back to the group den, I know now where it is. On the inside, I feel horrible, for some reason.
Eh, I'll live.
AUGUST 29th, 2015
~ O The Isle of Sorrows O ~
DARK TRACKS
Earlier today I was... ehem, preyed upon by an unknown female. She seemed to have knockout drug-like powers, and psychic ones. I am unaware of exactly who it was, but I assume it might have been that vile Cryptica. Her reasons for targeting me are unknown, but I don't like what was implied.
I managed to escape, as I haven't been on my total best today, and later on Cultro lead me to the Isle of Sorrows. Our new 'hideout' for the cult. ... An annoyingly oblivious cat washed ashore, and I promptly killed them due to being in a bloodrage. They became some sort of demonic servant, not that I care. Though, I have a feeling once I'm back to normal I will, I'll probably flip out for the umpteenth time. But that's the future, not now.
AUGUST 30th, 2015
~ O Relocation and Safety Measures O ~
Tracks & Eclipse
Today I talked to Eclipse and told her about what's happened.. that with Cryptica.. and everything... Eclipse told me about her sharing similar feelings on feeling watched... and my sixth sense kicked in. I told her that if she was feeling that kind of feeling, that we should relocate her somewhere safe... even if Monsoon wasn't around for it, he'd probably feel safer knowing that she was kept safe rather than left in danger.
Eclipse and I agreed on the Spires, and after a tiring run and Eclipse curbstomping me via flight, we found a good cave for her to rest in while this blew over.
Whatever this is had better not touch her...
AUGUST 31st, 2015
~ O Fury O ~
Tracks, Eclipse, Kasai, & Lyyia
So... I met a chimera today. They were kind of nice, I suppose. New here, in Yugure. Lyyia showed up, flopping around on the beach like an adorable (as always~) and half-way through the conversation, I switched into Dark Tracks against my will. I can remember it.
Eclipse miraculously showed up, and out of shame I managed to glide off and despite her flying I managed to somehow... out-glide... her. She went back to the spires, and went to sleep. I know this as later on that night... I returned to the cave to apologize for my actions in my normal form when there was this...
this... .... glowing green orb... it was ... I don't even want to reflect on what was going on, even though I just know.. I was able to shoo the thing off while I melded with Dark Tracks for the first time ever. There was no differentiation... I could feel it, we were one. (Not anymore, though...)
It was vaporized with a well timed fire blast from myself. Alth... though..
... I...
I can't write about this anymore.
SEPTEMBER 1st, 2015
~ O Life In Her Stomach O ~
ECLIPSE, TRACKS, and LYYIA
In my dark state... I confronted Cultro about what he did to Eclipse. He tried to spout all this... crap about how I was this monster, and that I couldn't even protect Eclipse against his incubi magic. I growled and was able to scald his face and a part of his side. I left after he had a fit over it and screamed numerous insults at me. That should be enough. For now.
I returned to Eclipse and Lyyia back at the cave. I had found Lyyia injured by a fire fury I had erupted out earlier.. They were talking, and I told Eclipse what I had one, and who was the 'father' of her child. I explained to her that she would be a great mother, just looking at how she sometimes acts with me... and how good hearted she is, if you ask me she's the best possible person to be a mother.
Just... where is Monsoon?
SEPTEMBER 2nd, 2015
~ O Shattered O ~
TRACKS, ECLIPSE, MONSOON, LYYIA, and HERETIC
Monsoon finally came back today. But it was in all of the wrong vibes. He was angry with Eclipse! Angry with her and didn't let up! He seemed to think that me and Eclipse were... together like romantically. We both tried to tell him that we were cousins, but he didn't buy it! Someone's been filling his head with lies! Pure lies!
Monsoon knows Eclipse better than this... he didn't let up even when she nearly broke down in front of him... it shattered her... it nearly broke her... as much as we tried to Monsoon, he just wouldn't listen.. Even when I introduced Lyyia, it did nothing.
When he left, Heretic arrived, although it wasn't for long... I would've gone after Eclipse, but she had run off... and was long gone. I don't know where she is, but I'm going to find her. I need to be there for her. This is partially my fault... and I can't let her deal with this alone.
Later on today, I was relaxing for once, and trying to recharge myself to search for her.
Dark Lyyia cornered me next to a snow mound with her dark self. ... I believe that's all I have to write for this entry.
SEPTEMBER 3rd, 2015
~ O Yugure Tea Party O ~
TRACKS, ECLIPSE, MIINDOHIL, MONTE, LYYIA, HERETIC, and STELLA,
I arrived at a tea party Miindohil and Eclipse were hosting at their cave a bit late. I was able to get a cup of tea and join everyone in the conversation.
Reap... my old friend...
Reap was looking for me for some reason. He is my childhood friend, whom I burned. Which caused my parents to disown me. I eluded him, and I think he gave up looking for me, for now. I then returned to Eclipse's den with my mate, Lyyia, (The sweetest snowdrop ever~!) where Eclipse and Miin were. We talked for a while, and then I went back to sleep after a few things that I can't remember.
At the moment, I feel like all I've ever done has been repaid to me in full, even though helping people was it's own reward, this is like a hardcore redemption.
Life is good.
~ O The Cherry Grove Gets An Upgrade O ~
I met an interesting creature today named Alyana. They could shift forms at will and seemed to be made of sand, or at least so they said. I didn't get the best of vibes from them, but they weren't attacking me, so I remained calm and friendly. They gave me a Cherry Tree in a pot that they didn't want as the cherries went to waste.
I'm so happy about this. Now I have an actual cherry tree for my cherry grove that I can plant and lay under for shade and lounge when I write these entries! I'm looking at it now with the biggest smile... It's kinda cute! Lyyia'd probably like it, it's so adorably small. Not that I can show it to anyone, no one seems to have found my cherry grove, so it's never populated by anyone. I like it that way.
Gives me a place to think no matter what time of day, as no one knows where it is. It ALSO means I can leave my journal here, heh.
~ O The Wrong Kind of Eclipse O ~
It's as if all the light in my life is suddenly being hidden by an eclipse. Unrelated to Eclipse, all sorts of bad things happened today...
I got this sixth sense that Azaria, one of my best friends, was in trouble... so I rushed to where I had felt it building up and clustering... The Spires. I dashed and glided my way there as fast I could. It was grueling and tolling on my body, but whenever I've gotten that sense... It's never ended well. I trust it with my life, as it is NEVER wrong...
When I got there.. Azaria was.. ... she was.. ... on the ground... .. dead.
She was visibly dead.
A Dragon was circling above, roaring like you do when you've made your kill. ... Lyyia was there, petrified. ... I reacted with rage. I felt all of the injustice I had ever experienced rush inside of me and fill me with this undeniable, ruthless, and near insatiable rage of pure fury. I clenched my teeth, and roared for the first time in my life.
I leaped up the nearby mountain, and with all the fury and adrenaline in my body, out thrusted from my mouth the most powerful attack I've ever made; a super-charged power beam of pure ice.
It struck the dragon with such force you'd think I was a full grown adult. Right in the heart.
They were dead on impact. Their ashes were absorbed into my medallion.. I feel different since then. Like something's changed. Something for the better, and for the worse. The stress, the energies... the emotions.. they've all become a blur.
Azaria came back, she was supposedly in this 'true form' of hers... She is alive, and I am still wrapping my head around that, and so much more. I killed something. I killed a living thing today. In one single shot. They were a hulking dragon, and I'm an adolescent dracolupis.
That's not even all... Lyyia had this... episode, and let's just say it didn't go so well.
All of this seems to have... worked in conjunction to reawaken... him. It's strengthened him.. and he's returned to haunt my mind and to try to destroy me as much as he can... I thought that I'd never be like this again, not since K83... but it's returned... and this time... I don't think I'll be able to get rid of him so easily.
What am I to do?
AUGUST 23th, 2015
~ O Bloodshed O ~
I woke up... covered in blood and with the scent of a blue fox on me... the same blue fox I had seen Ordealis sap the power out of... I'm... not even sure what I did.. I panicked and fled to the lake where I washed the blood out of my fur with difficulty...
What did I do..? Could it have been him?
I don't even know. I really don't know. It might've been, I know I wouldn't just do something like this and not remember it... That blood was fresh.
As far as I can tell, someone died today. A blue fox... oh dear god.
I have his shield. It has blood on it. His blood.
Gah...
AUGUST 24th, 2015
~ O Stubborn as a Bull Elk O ~
I climbed my way up to Eclipse's den today to talk to her about what had happened in the Second Realm. She deserves to know, she's my cousin and I shouldn't leave her in the dark about anything. She did exactly what I would've done in her place, and I told her everything. She hugged me and reassured me that she'd help me...
I still have the shield. I don't know what I might do with it but I feel compelled to bury it, which I will soon enough. But first I just... need some rest... More rest, anyway. Eclipse was kind enough to use her helmet to make me a very versatile shield... In return, I gave her my treasured fourteen year old checkered bracelet. I felt good... and she appeared to as well. She offered to teach me how to fly, and we agreed on going to The Spires.
Jokes were had, laughs were had... We glided down (me with some difficulty and a mighty tumbling) to the floor of the spires. Eclipse had me progressively flap my way back up to the top. I messed up, I fell, I slipped, but nothing, not one second of it compared to what happened when I nearly hit the top. Azaria had just shown up to say hi when it happened.
The winds blew me back at high speeds against one of the spires themselves. I managed to slow my momentum with fire and my mighty young wings, I kicked off of it, but one of my wings buckled and I started to fall, plummeting to the ground. Azaria had tried to help, but I don't think it worked. Regardless of this, I moved into a dive and used my inner flames to create an inferno around me. It exploded at it's peak when I nearly hit the ground, and I used ice to stop it from starting a fire as it rocketed me up, my wings alight in pure green flames, high into the skies of the Spires.
I flapped my way onto a nearby mountain, it happening to be Azaria's den location, where I then collapsed. Eclipse soon joined me, noting that I was 'as stubborn as a bull elk' .
Sounds about right... I was so tired and exhausted, that I passed out a few seconds after she did. Even as I write this now, I feel exhausted and my wings feel like they've flown for days on end without stopping. I feel proud of myself but... gah...
Pride has never felt more painful.
The Conflict Within
AUGUST 26th, 2015
~ O Cultro O ~
DARK TRACKS
So I came across three individuals today. A small cat named Gale, Cultro, and Crypt/Cryptic. Cultro seemed to be recruiting others. ... He took a notable interest in me and my abilities, and offered me a chance to join his ranks.
After a bit of thought, I accepted. He seemed far more than simply happy to accept me. I was led back to the group den, I know now where it is. On the inside, I feel horrible, for some reason.
Eh, I'll live.
AUGUST 29th, 2015
~ O The Isle of Sorrows O ~
DARK TRACKS
Earlier today I was... ehem, preyed upon by an unknown female. She seemed to have knockout drug-like powers, and psychic ones. I am unaware of exactly who it was, but I assume it might have been that vile Cryptica. Her reasons for targeting me are unknown, but I don't like what was implied.
I managed to escape, as I haven't been on my total best today, and later on Cultro lead me to the Isle of Sorrows. Our new 'hideout' for the cult. ... An annoyingly oblivious cat washed ashore, and I promptly killed them due to being in a bloodrage. They became some sort of demonic servant, not that I care. Though, I have a feeling once I'm back to normal I will, I'll probably flip out for the umpteenth time. But that's the future, not now.
AUGUST 30th, 2015
~ O Relocation and Safety Measures O ~
Tracks & Eclipse
Today I talked to Eclipse and told her about what's happened.. that with Cryptica.. and everything... Eclipse told me about her sharing similar feelings on feeling watched... and my sixth sense kicked in. I told her that if she was feeling that kind of feeling, that we should relocate her somewhere safe... even if Monsoon wasn't around for it, he'd probably feel safer knowing that she was kept safe rather than left in danger.
Eclipse and I agreed on the Spires, and after a tiring run and Eclipse curbstomping me via flight, we found a good cave for her to rest in while this blew over.
Whatever this is had better not touch her...
AUGUST 31st, 2015
~ O Fury O ~
Tracks, Eclipse, Kasai, & Lyyia
So... I met a chimera today. They were kind of nice, I suppose. New here, in Yugure. Lyyia showed up, flopping around on the beach like an adorable (as always~) and half-way through the conversation, I switched into Dark Tracks against my will. I can remember it.
Eclipse miraculously showed up, and out of shame I managed to glide off and despite her flying I managed to somehow... out-glide... her. She went back to the spires, and went to sleep. I know this as later on that night... I returned to the cave to apologize for my actions in my normal form when there was this...
this... .... glowing green orb... it was ... I don't even want to reflect on what was going on, even though I just know.. I was able to shoo the thing off while I melded with Dark Tracks for the first time ever. There was no differentiation... I could feel it, we were one. (Not anymore, though...)
It was vaporized with a well timed fire blast from myself. Alth... though..
... I...
I can't write about this anymore.
SEPTEMBER 1st, 2015
~ O Life In Her Stomach O ~
ECLIPSE, TRACKS, and LYYIA
In my dark state... I confronted Cultro about what he did to Eclipse. He tried to spout all this... crap about how I was this monster, and that I couldn't even protect Eclipse against his incubi magic. I growled and was able to scald his face and a part of his side. I left after he had a fit over it and screamed numerous insults at me. That should be enough. For now.
I returned to Eclipse and Lyyia back at the cave. I had found Lyyia injured by a fire fury I had erupted out earlier.. They were talking, and I told Eclipse what I had one, and who was the 'father' of her child. I explained to her that she would be a great mother, just looking at how she sometimes acts with me... and how good hearted she is, if you ask me she's the best possible person to be a mother.
Just... where is Monsoon?
SEPTEMBER 2nd, 2015
~ O Shattered O ~
TRACKS, ECLIPSE, MONSOON, LYYIA, and HERETIC
Monsoon finally came back today. But it was in all of the wrong vibes. He was angry with Eclipse! Angry with her and didn't let up! He seemed to think that me and Eclipse were... together like romantically. We both tried to tell him that we were cousins, but he didn't buy it! Someone's been filling his head with lies! Pure lies!
Monsoon knows Eclipse better than this... he didn't let up even when she nearly broke down in front of him... it shattered her... it nearly broke her... as much as we tried to Monsoon, he just wouldn't listen.. Even when I introduced Lyyia, it did nothing.
When he left, Heretic arrived, although it wasn't for long... I would've gone after Eclipse, but she had run off... and was long gone. I don't know where she is, but I'm going to find her. I need to be there for her. This is partially my fault... and I can't let her deal with this alone.
Later on today, I was relaxing for once, and trying to recharge myself to search for her.
Dark Lyyia cornered me next to a snow mound with her dark self. ... I believe that's all I have to write for this entry.
SEPTEMBER 3rd, 2015
~ O Yugure Tea Party O ~
TRACKS, ECLIPSE, MIINDOHIL, MONTE, LYYIA, HERETIC, and STELLA,
I arrived at a tea party Miindohil and Eclipse were hosting at their cave a bit late. I was able to get a cup of tea and join everyone in the conversation.